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Saturday, 05 July 2008

  • lame

    i'm all alone in this big empty house of mine. i just called berrrto hoping that he'd talk to me, but he's in a store so you know how that goes. whatever. and mom and dad are at applebee's. so i'm at home. all alone. in the dark. freaking the fuck out. and i don't know what to do with myself other than text berrrt hoping he'll keep texting back. how awfully lame am i?

    it's pretty sad.

Tuesday, 01 July 2008

  • always.

    it's amazing how you can go from one extreme to the next. i looked at the old entries like "i don't know what i'd do without randy". and guess what?! i do without randy. it wasn't what i thought it was. and i'm so much more happy now that it's over. i've never been played out that bad in my whole entire life besides celeste. she fucked me over 2013990324 times over. but that's to be expected. dick changes you i guess.

    and i know what i want.
    but i wont get it.
    and i've wanted it forever.
    but i wont get it.

    i wish that i would just grow a brain AND SAY I WANT IT.
    but i can't.

    i'm always second best.
    [----------->ALWAYS]

Monday, 30 June 2008

Wednesday, 13 June 2007

  • Formal/Michigan's Adventure

    okay...

    formal [6/11]- overall pretty fun. randy left early for some reason, something about how him and robby were all mad over me and jo dancing. but whatever. so i ended up dancing with kel, jo, leah, celeste, ingrid, ethan, nick, aj and god knows who else. i wasnt really paying attention. but it was fun, really fun. at the awards ceremony i got an honor roll pin [cheapest piece of shit i've ever seen]

    michigan's adventure [6/12]- fun too. lots of people ditched, but that was to be expected. so yeah. i dont really feel like typing about it now. no one reads this anyway.

     

    mmyep.

Sunday, 10 June 2007

  • Currently Listening
    Don't You Fake It
    By The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
    Misery Loves its Company
    see related

    Wow.

    School's almost over. Thank god. All the drama and bull shit can just be done and over with now. The he said she said bull is so old. I get put into the middle of every possible thing that I can be put into. Haha the latest was a poem written about me "brush your hair. wash it too. run ten laps, and lose a few." Sort of pathetic. And I'M the one that everyone tried to get in trouble for confronting her about it. Pathetic wastes of females these days I swear. And the bitches writing stuff on Randy and my locker? Come on! Dude that's so fucking fifth grade. "Tori and Randy eat Mcdonalds together" oh wow kiddies. Couldn't think of something better? And yes Randy and I have eaten at Mcdonalds together before. At least I don't starve myself or OVER eat and cut myself like the bitches that wrote that do.

    Today's my three month anniversary with Randy<3
    I'm so glad I have him. I seriously don't know what I would do without him.

    I'm so sore right now. I have no idea why. Ughh, I'm lonely too.

    Formal's tomorrow, hopefully there will be no drama. But is there ever no drama? Haha there's always drama. All I can do is hope.

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